Thursday, April 19, 2012

Baby don't follow their lead ; Who you are is not up to them ♥

Mmmmm here they come ; just getting up for the let down ; I'm here to say that you're the star you want to be ; One day this'll make you proud ~ Cartel

Yeah, they're kinda amazing. Anyway, I've had an INSANELY hard week, between drama, heartache, pain, and just plain hell. I've learned quite a few things though, I'll always have my friends there by my side to help me get past it, and when that isn't enough? I have my girls ♥ I honestly have to say my friends have been absolutely amazing this past week, so thanks to everyone who was there for me, and helped me smile a little more. I'm 90% sure I wouldn't have made it through this past week without my friends or the dogs, it's just been way to much for me to even process on my own. Sometimes people are a waste of time, so we have to move on and find new people, even if moving on hurts. They say sometimes, you're better off not knowing, and I guess in some situations that's 100% true, but in other cases, not knowing only causes problems and pain. Life's been throwing lots of obstacles at me lately, and it's been really tough to overcome a lot of those obstacles, but I know if I fall or stumble, I have friends ready to help me right back up on to my feet. Speaking of feet I painted my toe nails for the first time since Christmas! I figure since it's warm out and I walk around in either open-toe shoes or without shoes for most of the summer, I should probably make them look kinda decent. Speaking of summer, Texas is kinda unsure which direction it wants to go in,
I'll go to bed and it'll be in the high 60's or low 70's and then wake up and its all like 40 degrees out or somethin, like dude, not chill (actually its very chilly!) but its ok because it stays warm during the day. It's almost time for me to finish my junior year, sad face! I have state testing for like 3 days next week, so annoying! Chloe's focus and drive lately has really made me happy too, since it's almost time for our debut. I've also started to test the waters with teaching Chance to do agility, you see chance is one of he oldest dogs we own, being 6 1/2 almost 7 (he'll be 7 in August!), so if we do compete, which I think we will, I want to keep him at no higher then 18" even though his jump height should be 22". Anyway, Pearl has been really good, kinda spoiled lately. She's always in the house, because she doesn't like the Texas sun (kinda don't blame her). I got my term paper back in English, made an 87 which I guess is ok, but I would've liked those 3 more points to make an A, since I worked so hard on it, but oh well! I've started really looking into college, which I'm kinda scared about, I don't want to graduate high school!!!!!! Hmph, this is kind of upsetting, but it must be done. I kind of really can't wait for summer, I usually hate summer, but this year I'm extremely excited for some reason, maybe it's just because in June I have the debut, and my
17th birthday, not to mention my grandmother is coming for a visit. So much to think about! My head can't seem to process all the information I've been feeding it lately, so yeah it kinda sucks. On a brighter note, I'm breeding Vixy to Jericho, I absolutely LOVE Vixy puppies! <3 So I'm like really, really, really excited for that. I've also been super focused on everything I do, I tend to do that when I'm upset, but tomorrow I'm going to a party, I can't wait to just relax and take my mind off the worries of life for a few hours. Well, I'll update soon! Bye!



Jericho(:


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